Only over 14 hours to go. I just started my shift but it feels like I’ve been here for a week. Which I suppose is true; aside from the times I go home to sleep and shower. Which are somehow separate from the times I stay here to sleep and shower. If I didn’t enjoy what I do, I would have quit this place a long time ago.

I’m having thoughts- and not the good ‘naked and sweaty’ variety that have been filling my brain lately. I’m not sure if I can do it. I mean, I know I can do it, but I’m not sure-

See, this is why I don’t journal when I'm here. I always get interr-